1 + 1 = 3,000,000

The big deal about Mark and I is that we have created a monster. Yep! The third party in this relationship is the energy of the relationship itself, which has its own personality and chemistry and momentum and is even bigger than each of us put together over and over again. We feel that this is the twin flame connection, making it potentially the most intensely powerful thing either of us can comprehend rationally. We seem to have travelled a light year a day in the beginning when we were coming together, so time seems to bend in mysterious ways with us. We think the formula would look like this:- 1 + 1 = 3,000,000

The intensity was full on right from the beginning before we even first met. We never went through a sussing out of each other period. We plunged straight into it, feet and all like two sixteen year old teenagers, except that we weren’t sixteen, we were fifty! It’s as if our souls were in control of the direction and speed of how we got together and our perfectly sane intelligent minds had absolutely no say in it at all. Well does having 2 hours sleep a night sound sane to you? Two broken hours actually because we were busy texting passionate text messages in those two hours just before dawn. Earlier in the evenings, we’d talk for hours and hours at a time on the phone and msn as soon as we walked in the door from work.

Some months earlier, we’d both gone to a lot of effort to write a mega creative profile about ourselves depicting our utter originality and uniqueness, hoping to attract the love of our lives on the same (thank God) dating website. Naturally we could not resist each other, (how does one resist one’s twin flame pray tell) although Mark was living in Sydney and I on the Gold Coast 1000 miles away. From the first kiss (first hello on the website) we realized this was not your average love affair. In three days, we were both in love. Eighteen long days later he was on a plane to meet me for six days. The day following his return to Sydney, he had quit his prestigious job and we were both packing up our homes to move to Brisbane together. A month later we were engaged. There is no way we could not be together and there is no way 1 + 1 doesn’t add up to 3,000,000…