Our Twin Flames Journey

Claire really wanted to go see the Queen to pay her respects. 3 hours standing waiting for the Royal Procession was a lot better than the 30+ hours they were predicting for Lying in State (even the 3 hours I would not have been able to do 2 months ago). It was surreal seeing the King and the rest of them up close in person. Such a lovely friendly atmosphere. Part of a moment in history.
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Time to celebrate our life together away from the maddening world. Grab those precious moments....    

Yesterday I was sitting on the couch having a lunch break from work when something caught my attention. The couch is black, and has a high back and high arms. To my right in my peripheral vision I saw something moving. I looked and there was a sphere of golden mist moving slowly along from the front towards the back, in between me and the arm. It was kind of darker in the middle but was definitely...    

I have multiple dreams every night, most I forget very quickly. I've even had them of news events days/weeks/months before they actually happened. That makes you think. But some I remember, and this is one Claire said was a nice one so I will share it.

One day a little white lamb appeared in our lives. It was kind of strange in that it had longer than normal legs. It followed me everywhere. If I...    

We’ve been very quiet for a while … My Darling is very sick and I’m walking along - side, slowly, supporting him, but inside I am dying like a flower without water, with him, as he wilts… Yet there are miracles in the Bible which we believe in, just like today with Rick, who has been cured of Leukaemia after seventeen years and so I ask, please pray with me for Mark’s miracle – his complete recovery...    

After we moved in to Glenrosa Road in Brisbane, one day we had the snake talk. We concluded being in an old established built-up area, literally 1 mile from the very centre of the city, hence there wouldn't be any around there, so need not worry. How wrong we were.

One weekend in the spring, we had a warm blast. We were sitting in the spare room/office, doors wide open, when we heard a Butcherbird...    

Over the years Claire and I have watched programs and read articles on Bigfoot and other cryptids, but never thought we would one day have a close encounter of our own. Australia has its own version of Bigfoot, known as the 'Yowie', or 'hairy man'. It is shorter and stockier than Bigfoot and witnesses say that its head sits bang right on its shoulders, giving the impression that it doesn’t have any...    

Out in the back garden for a bit of Sun during the lockdown...

Well it's the park just along the road. We don't have a garden, so the only bit of Sun we can get is when we go for the one daily walk a day we are allowed, if we stop and have a sit in the park....    

We discovered when we were let out again that the hotel across the road has a 'secret garden' out the back. So as soon as the lock down eased we were over there for a drink or two.. ...    

The Devil's Quoits is a henge and stone circle to believed to be from the Neolithic Period, between 4000 and 5000 years old.

The name "Devil's Quoits" is associated with a legend that states that the Devil once played quoits with a beggar for his soul and won by flinging the great stones.

Not far from here, so we went for a drive on the weekend to see them.
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West Kennet Long Barrow 3600 BC. Ancient burial chamber over 5,500 years old....    

The Giants Steps and Manger on White Horse Hill, just below Uffington Castle...    

Dragon Hill. Legend has it as the site where Saint George fought and slew the ferocious fire-breathing dragon. The white mark on the top of Dragon Hill is said to be where the dragon fell down dead, its blood so poisonous that the grass has never grown there to this day.

Another belief is that Dragon Hill was thought to be the burial site of Uter Pendragon, a British Chieftan who fought against...    

Too hot today.

Took a longgg lunch break and went for a slowww drive in the a/c to see the sunflower fields.

Stopped and picked some Blackberries, and then at a pub for a colddd drink....    

Drove out to the Seven Barrows on Sunday, a Bronze Age burial site and the main barrow under the tree is 5000 years old.

Not the best time of year with all the long grass covering them but was lovely to see all the wild flowers growing on top of the barrows and the Sun out....    

Back in mid-March I was sickened watching the greed of people panic buying in supermarkets, filling shopping trollies with toilet rolls, and stripping the shelves of flour and meat. I couldn't help but feel for the elderly and housebound people out there and how they must have felt, also watching the shelves being gutted of essential items that we all need. This crisis suddenly became real, it was...    

When Claire and I first connected one thing she quickly made a point of bringing up was that she had a disabled son. She told me later this was because many males saw it as a hassle they didn't want and would suddenly lose interest, so better to move those on their way as soon as possible. Later we talked about Rick, his Leukaemia, his Autism, and how he had been in a wheelchair for the last three...    

Oct 2016

[The dream]
Claire and I are up in the mountains in a small village, which is just two rows of houses running along either side of the main road, with a few shops towards the center. There is a T-junction not far from the center where another road leads out of town. Standing at the T-junction looking down the road there is a huge forested mountain towering above it to the left, and the...    

Sep 2016

[The dream]
Claire and I are on a holiday overseas, it looks tropical with palm trees and near the coast, maybe somewhere in Asia. We are staying in an old colonial style hotel, a simple block shape with white plastered walls and a single row of windows on each floor, and a red tiled roof. It has a bit of an Indian feel to it, so it could also be India. At the foot of the grounds is a...    

Saturday we went to the Awakening UFO 2017 conference in Manchester (UK). The Cantina Bar was awesome, as was the displays and speakers. We especially enjoyed seeing Linda Moulton-Howe in person give a 2 hour talk. We made sure we were on the front row and got to talk to her. Claire even gave her a CD of her music.

The final speaker was Eric von Daniken, the father of the search for our true past....    

Sometimes words are not enough, for they are from the mind alone.

Thus, “Letters to Heaven” is a collection of prayers offered as an expression of music, which is the language of my heart instead.

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Waylands Smithy is located along The Ridgeway, Britains oldest road dating back at least 5,000 years.

Waylands Smithy is at least 3950BC and sitting in its own little wood in the middle of fields and has an eerie atmosphere all of its own.

Visiting it in Autumn with its golden-brown confetti of leaves was a sight to remember....    

Even though we'd read it is likely just a publicity stunt by Mothership Glass, it didn't really add up (e.g. Why? How would they arrange it? Who do you ring up to get a fake crop circle made?), so we drove down yesterday and took a closer look.

To answer one persons question, its well away from where cc's usually appear, in quite an isolated area, down country lanes out the back of Salisbury. So...    

We have started writing and recording some music to go with our book.

This is a sneak preview of 'The Feeling Of You' (Chapter 2)....
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Every day we lookout across the river to a tiny island in the River Thames. One day, curious at how a bowling club came to be located there, I looked on their website and was astounded to discover a medieval duel to the death had taken place there in 1163, during which one of the combatants also experienced a vision. Below is a transcript from Reading Councils website, along with a painting of the...    

We've not published much on the site for a while as we've been busy focusing on finishing our book. It's the spiritual story of the dark times we both went through, and how we eventually met. Well we finally finished it, and self-published online.

We didn't just want to write about the amazing way we met, and deep connection we found with each other, that was the light at the end of the tunnel....    

Sometimes the most romantic way to have dinner is eating fish and chips out of newspaper with your fingers, or even sharing a simple cheese platter on a picnic rug by the river with a bottle of something delish. Either way, the most memorable and romantic interludes over a meal are always with the one you desire with all of your heart and soul no matter where you are or what you are having. The ultimate...    

6 years since I sent a kiss. 6 years of bliss.

Happy 6th anniversary my darling twin.

xx...    

Winter snow storms down the lanes and on Dartmoor in Yellam....    

We just had an interesting experience. We joined a Twin Flames group on the net and made our first couple of comments to join in a discussion. Almost immediately, someone who didn’t like what we said seized on our comments and launched an outright attack on us. They quickly switched to messaging us privately, so no-one else in the group would see what they were saying and who they really are, saying...    

They say that the ghost of Lady Howard haunts the ruins of our own local castle every night. We didn’t catch her presence though at our first visit there in legendary Dartmoor on our way home from the supermarket one sunny day. She apparently murdered her four husbands and is seen at midnight riding in a bone carriage led by a massive dog with flashing crimson eyes, whilst being driven by headless...    

How can we have freedom without privacy?

Without privacy we are not free.
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To all the parents and step parents who gave up their lives and worked all the hours they could to get enough money to look after their children and step children, to give them a home, a bed to sleep in and a roof over their head, to buy them food and clothes, who were there when their other parents weren't, who made them laugh, who nurtured them and protected them, who took them to the doctors when...    

I woke up today and Phil Coppens was in my head. I don't know why, but he just was. A couple of years ago when Claire told me she had stumbled across the news that he had died we were in shock and just couldn't believe it. Even after I made her tell me for the 3rd time I still had to see it in writing. For some reason Phil jumps into my head often and I still find it hard to believe he's not here any...    

Happy Wedding Anniversary to my twin. A great time away from the world, deep in the tropical Queensland rainforest with just our children and closest friends to share the love and a special song. Love you forever xxx...    

We've had such a lot of lovely feedback about the articles on our site, and so many positive emails thanking us for some of the articles we've dared to write, that we decided a while ago it was time to take it to the next level. We have taken some of the articles from the site and blended them in with the story of our journey towards each other and how we met and what it feels like to meet your twin...    

Driving home from work in the Devon rush hour traffic....    

One of the early crop circles of the season. Seem to be a lot happening in Dorset this year. So we headed off after work and tracked it down, along narrow country lanes only really suitable for tractors, and then walked the rest of the way. Into the field we walked around the tram tracks and into the circle itself and took some pics and video.

Mark + Claire
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Our trip to Scotland left us overwhelmed by the beauty and the mystery of an ancient land largely unchanged for thousands of years. No photograph could capture the magnitude of the rugged Highlands, or the beauty of the Isle of Skye, where enchanted ruins of my ancestor’s castle still remains. To connect with the ancient, was like travelling back in a time machine, which sometimes moved me to tears....    

We thought the chance of snow had gone for this winter. Then when we got up this morning it was snowing! So we jumped into the car and drove up onto Dartmoor and it was white all around by Bennet's Cross. We must have been first up there as the snow was undisturbed. Was wonderful crunching around under the sunny blue sky. Quite unexpected for March.

Mark + Claire...    

Some of the many megalithic sites in just one small area up on Dartmoor. Stone rows all very carefully constructed, stone circles, and standing stones scattered all across the area. Thousands of years old, they must have meant so much to ancient people to have gone to all the trouble it would have took to build them.

Mark + Claire
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A castle not far from us. It has an ominous feeling when you go inside. It was built over a 1000 years ago and used as a prison. You can just feel the dark energy from all the many 1000s of prisoners held in its dark cramped damp spaces.

Mark + Claire...    

We had never heard of it before. But while in Paris we heard about a bridge where lovers go and write their names on a padlock and attach it to a bridge and then throw the keys into the river.

We just had to go...

Mark + Claire xx



Claire later wrote some music about our visit to the Pont des Arts, The Padlock Bridge...

Mark + Claire xx...    

I tracked down the crop circle at Monument Hill in Etchilhampton near Devizes. A long hike out across a few fields and it finally appeared. It was enormous. I looked around and decided I should take some video of walking around it.

I was particularly interested in a small circle at the centre of one section. It was totally surrounded by about 4-5 foot of undisturbed crop. Each clump of stems grow...    

Up at 2am and a 3 hour drive along the motorways to Wiltshire, armed with my google maps where to go, I couldn`t wait to get to my first crop circle.

The first one I tracked down was at Hackpen Hill. As I walked up the track I noticed a car with Belgian registration plates parked in the lane. I reached the center, only to discover people sprawled out in sleeping bags asleep. So a quick walk around...    

On a drive to Lands End we stumbled across another stone circle. Fully intact and only a short walk from the road.

Mark + Claire xx...    

They say that the ghost of Lady Howard haunts the ruins of our own local castle every night. We didn’t catch her presence though at our first visit there in legendary Dartmoor on our way home from the supermarket one sunny day.

She apparently murdered her four husbands and is seen at midnight riding in a bone carriage led by a massive dog with flashing crimson eyes, whilst being driven by headless...    

Picking wild flowers in a field in Widecombe In The Moor on Dartmoor.

Mark + Claire xx...    

A Steam Train ride alongside the River Dart through Dartmoor.

Mark + Claire xx...    

So I thought I saw a fairy and we followed her all the way.

But I can`t see her now.

I wonder if you can see her?

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...

I saw her!

Over there!

Where?

Quick.

It`s magic...

Mark + Claire xx...    

Walking among the ponies of Fernworthy forest is like walking through a fairytale.

Mark + Claire xx...    

The naughty lambs are out again, racing up and down the lanes until the farmer sends his dog to bring them back.

Mark + Claire xx...    

`These cryptic stones are my life. I want to get the secret of them or find at least a little of it. What are these lonely rings? Where are we standing now? In a place of worship, where men prayed to the thunder and the sun and stars? Or a council chamber? Or a court of justice that has seen many a doom pronounced, much red blood flow? Or is it a grave? Tis the fashion to reject the notion that they...    

It`s delightful to be around the fields during spring with all the new livestock being born.

The little baby lambs are the most mischievous and just about every time we go up or down the lanes they have snook out through a gap in the hedges and are running up and down the road. They seem to know they shouldn`t be, as they usually race back off looking for where they got out, and back into the field....    

After bouncing around Premier Inns for weeks, looking for work, we decided to take some time out and go off the grid. We rented a cottage way up in Snowdonia in North Wales.

It was up a narrow winding track miles and miles from the nearest civilisation. With a mountain stream running through it the only electricity ran off a petrol generator and it had an old fashioned AGA oil stove.

The isolation...    

The mystical Silbury Hill. The tallest prehistoric human-made mound in Europe. Legends abound as to it`s purpose, but no-one rally knows. Whatever it was, someone went to a lot of trouble to build it, so it must have been for a very important reason. It was awesome as it loomed at us out of landscape as we drove along the A4.

Mark + Claire xx...    

The magical Glastonbury Tor. We climbed it on a bitterly cold day, steps covered with snow and ice near the top.

Mark + Claire xx...    

A complete whiteout. So peaceful. So quiet. It`s like being on another planet.

Mark + Claire xx...    

Today is really snowed. A blizzard. Overnight the whole landscape completely changed and everywhere was covered white. The muddy fields turned into soft fresh carpets of white foam. The sound is muffled. There is a stillness.

We crossed the road from where we are staying, climbed over a gate and walked out and across a field. The snow was coming in sideways and it was wonderful. Fresh, virgin, pure...    

Mark was adamant that the pub culture in England is far different to anything I’d ever experienced in Australia. “Oh you won’t believe it Claire”, he would rave about to me on more than one occasion. How could it be I wondered, smiling back at his glorious face with the lightheartedness of a kitten? A pub is just a pub where one pops out for a few drinks on a Friday or Saturday night right?

“You’re...    

Pistyll Rhaeadr pronounced (Pistol radar) is really close to the little village of Llanrhaeadr-ym-Mochnant in Powys ok? No it’s not double Dutch and I promise I’m not swearing at you. It is actually a really beautiful waterfall in Wales and a little bit of a drive from Shrewsbury in Shropshire of the West Midlands region, if you know where that is? Mark and I were both thoroughly enthralled by the...    

“Do you want to go and see Bucks Palace”? Mark asked me one morning on our trip to London.

“Hmmm I’d much rather see Kensington actually”, I told him. I couldn’t wait to visit my first real palace and I also wanted to walk in the gardens where Diana had walked. I wanted to sense her grace and spirit and life in the grand rooms of the palace, where she’d lived with Prince Charles bringing up Wills...    

As we drove the rugged lofty road of the Cornish coastline into the magical village of Tintagel, Mark and I discussed the legend of King Arthur and the enchanting possibility that he really could have been born here, because it definitely seemed to be such an enchanting place, where fantasy could come alive at any moment. It was as if we had travelled back through the ages of eight hundred years,...    

Heading from Kings Lynn on to our next to our next temporary home, we took a detour through Woburn Abbey, which Mark knew well.

As we drove through it finally started to snow. And it snowed and snowed. Big lumps of white softness floating down all around us. It was wonderful.

Mark + Claire xx...    

One of the pinnacle places of interest on our “absolutely without fail must do” list in England was to visit as many ancient sacred sites that we could and to experience firsthand the special energy along with some of the paranormal stories that were associated with them also.

The first place of interest was the 4,500 year old Neolithic henge site at Avebury in beautiful Wiltshire, where the largest...    

It was Christmas Eve and I was so excited to begin our adventure in England. We had forfeited buying a house in the rainforest and settling down together forever to do this, because we both thought we’d just die there and that would be that. I couldn’t wait for Mark to show me everything he loved about his home country, because on some level I already knew I had been here before, if not in another...    

2 nights ago (Sunday 17th February 2013) we were driving from the M5 to Wells along the A371 at about 11pm, when suddenly we saw a very bright luminous green light streak overhead (just like the one in this picture). It was very bright and moving very fast, from north to south. We watched it for just a few seconds before it suddenly flared up really bright for a second and then went completely out...    

Sometimes your life changes in the most dramatic and unexpected ways.

All through 2011 and 2012 we used to joke about taking off to live in England, and see Europe. I`d been away over 20 years , and missed it badly, and Claire had always said it felt it was where she should be.

We had at any time anything varying between 2 and 3 of our children living with us, and were in a constant struggle...    

About twenty years ago, after I was single and between marriages, I was enthralled by two white doves spiralling up outside my little window in the lounge room and I felt that I could hear angels singing at the same time. I say that I felt, because it was almost like being amidst a clairvoyant and clairaudient vision. I was actually part of the vision and not outside looking at it from another space...    

It`s Fathers Day here today. One of the lead articles on the main news page of our local paper today is entitled "Dumped first wives take their revenge". It`s a story, by a woman, of how women are being ripped off by "cashed-up" ex-husbands and how they are getting dirty, both in and out of court, to get their share. A great choice for Fathers Day.

In three different relationships I have had children...    

We didn`t set out to force anything special to happen for 11-11-11. Mark took the day of work, and our only plan was just the two of us to celebrate at home with a day of light and love. We like to let things just happen if they are meant to in their own way, and not if they aren`t. That way, if something synchronous happens we know it really is. Just after 11:10am on 11-11-11 we received an email...    

We recently went to see David Icke. He talked for about 11 hours. We expected it to be really challenging, to get bored, probably leave at some point in the afternoon, etc. It was quite the opposite. The 11 hours he spoke just flew by. It was riveting. Some of the things he talks about are pretty hard for the most open minded of us to believe. But irrespective of that, his main message was a spiritual...    

Claire went into hospital last week for an operation. It was an `Anterior Cervical Discectomy and Fusion C5-6 and C6-7`, which basically means 2 discs between vertebrae are removed and replaced by metal ones, some bone spurs drilled out, and a plate bolted onto her spine to hold it all in place. Its been done many times and everyone hoped it would go well. It didn`t.

One of the discs sunk into the...    

Recently we were in the middle of a major disaster... the Brisbane Floods. It`s pretty terrifying watching it on the tv inland knowing it`s on its way to you next, but not knowing for sure if you`re actually in danger or not. It`s surreal stocking up for an impending disaster, with water, food, batteries, sanitary goods, etc. Will you lose power? For how long ? Will the water supply become contaminated?...    

Well, we`re off today to share our beautiful union with family and friends in a very secluded and romantic setting for a few days. When we come back, we`ll be Mr and Mrs, so until then... Tell someone that you love them... xx...    

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Every night, for the past few weeks now, I toss and turn, feeling like this is the moment I have always known would come, yet now it is almost here, it seems beyond the most wonderful thing that I could dream of happening to me. Even when I fall asleep, my subconscious awakens me with my heart dancing faster than light, as waves of intense euphoria crash right through me. Even the muscles in my face...    

You look at me and I am spellbound inside the mystery - inside my favourite place again, where my heart quickens to the rhythm of the primal dance. Each time is like the first time, as waves of euphoria on an ocean of sighs fuse into the sultry tango of each other’s eyes.

You slowly melt into me, devouring me, adoring me, arousing the whole of me with just your gaze. You’re teasing me, calling me...    

We took off on the spur of the moment this weekend, and stayed at an incredibly romantic cabin, out deep in the rainforest above the Gold Coast at Springbrook.

It was a real escape. There was no mobile signal up there, no phone in the room, or room service. We just lived off the food and wine we took with us, lit the log fire, and stayed put and had a very romantic evening isolated deep in the rainforest.

It...    

An ex-colleague and friend recently asked me to give him an online reference regarding the project we`d worked on together. He`d asked a couple of us, and we each gave him one, accurate and honest.

He`d made mistakes, like we all do, but one particular person, really had an axe to grind, both with him, and from what I`ve heard, seemingly with all of the rest of who he worked with as well.

I got...    

We`ve just got back from a wonderful 4 days away from it all, squeezed last minute in between jobs.

It didn`t start well, turning up at the airport only to be told our flight was cancelled and to come back tomorrow. Determined not to be thwarted we decided to start our break anyway, and after hastily rebooking flights and accommodation, turned it around by checking into the airport hotel and having...    

In response to the following question posed in the comment box of the article, "Duality and Oneness":-

"How does Mark handle the feeling of "oneness"? I have read some things that indicate the male half would have more of the problem with it, though of course everyone is an individual and different. I have to admit it`s one of my main fears uniting with my Twin, that he will still want to "do his...    

There is not a lot of material out there about the “dark shadow feminine” and since I have certainly experienced her to the max over my lifetime with dubious love affairs and nightmare relationships, sharing much of my experiences with Mark, he has asked me to write about it. Please feel free to bounce with me if you have the inclination to do so, for I believe this is a hot topic concerning twin flames,...    

Sit back.
Close your eyes.
Imagine the most divine experience you could manifest right now in this very moment…
What would that be I wonder?
Breathe
Take some time…

How do you feel?
What are you wearing?
What are you feeling?
Who are you sharing it with?...
Breathe again…

Smell the scent in the air…
Can you let it fill you and merge with you completely?
Unwind you…
Seduce you......    

Welcome to our blog!

We started a few around the web, but always forget to go to them when we want to just put something short down in writing quickly. So we`ve created here, now, and hope to add some thoughts and experiences that might add a little to our site.

Today is the 11th, and as we first made contact on an 11th, always feel the 11th is a bit special for us, whether we actually celebrate...